reentry.

Dancing under the stars always seemed magical to me.
Wandering in between the flecks of gold in your eyes entices me.
Losing myself in the warmth of your loving embrace leaves me overjoyed.
Writing you like the prince in every girl's favorite fairy tale relieves me.

But when does the magic of you and me disappear?
When do I give up on the future concept of you, me and being eternally happy?
When do I stop ignoring the pain that's been eating away at my heart from the moment you left me to plan on my own?
I love that I know your love so maybe that's enough for me to continue turning my head to the negative connotations affiliated with your presence in my life.. just maybe.

Graduation is just about 25 days away now.... College graduation.... what comes next?
No you, no more school... where will the excitement reside without the daily dramatics of how much I dislike this professor or the wondrous escapes just to taste your lips one more time... pathetic right? that that's all I can think of sometimes.. being with you though your not here with me...

Okay.. I'm rambling now.. maybe more like babbling so I'm done.