Follow me into a world of the unknown and watch the weeping widows flow reminiscent of the tears I once was forced to cry Lie in the arms of love and live life less worries and dramatic series of events; deem them lackluster Yield to foreign pedestrians seeking the path to your soul for interest and allow for their presence yet maintain a certain mystery
Technically, I turned 21 over a week ago, but this weekend solidified it in my eyes. I went to Miami and had what I would equate to the best vacation I've ever had, with extreme highs yet occasional lows. I came back to philly and spazzed and I realized that this is all a part of the changes to come in my life. I guess you could say I had an emotional breakdown yesterday which I'm blaming wholeheartedly on the alcohol LMAO! But no, I did a lot of thinking and reflecting and today, although my eyes were bloodshot red and swollen from crying I made it through all of my classes with way more positive energy than I've had in a long time. I got a lot off my chests although it may not have changed anything physically, i feel so much better mentally. As for being 21... aside from the crazy confusing emotions I feel no different. I feel as if there's going to be some decisions I have to make about my future very soon and that's scaring me more than anything but also exciting me. I can't believe 3 years of college have come and gone and now I'm finally in preparation for graduation I've never felt so proud and although i haven't been continuing my practice of expression, I haven't lost my passion for words. So tonight... I'm going to work on somethings and hopefully drop a poem on here in the coming days. oh.. and here's my favorite pic from miami:
The look of love on a couples wedding day, the modest smile from a director after an accomplished meeting, and the appreciative tears of a mom to be are what keeps me going. Creating memorable moments in planning your special event is my dream come true.
