Yesterday, I would have deemed it impossible to walk away.
I would have fought to the very last breath in me for this perverted concept of you and me.
But, 21, young, professional, and wise I know there's more for me.
Don't get me wrong, our love compares to nothing on this earth I've ever experienced and for that I'm eternally grateful...
But, the long droughts, leaving me with no escape,
the pain of feeling and not describing... unbearable.
If the gods should will it for me to come find my way back to you I'll welcome it quickly, but for now, the disappointment you've etched into my memory is not something I take kindly to.
Forget about the constant promises of refuge you promised me...
And don't even mention to creativity you've taught me.
Neglect to mention the things I carry within me that are because of you.
Give me some credit for taking you outside of the world you once knew, to show you things from my Simplistic, loving view.
Poetry.... I was just finally deciding to be done with you... but you came and pulled one of your regular stunts. provoking me to explore new puns on words, and igging me to put my fingers to the keypad and write you... the way I did with consistency once before...
I guess i'll never leave you.
I would have fought to the very last breath in me for this perverted concept of you and me.
But, 21, young, professional, and wise I know there's more for me.
Don't get me wrong, our love compares to nothing on this earth I've ever experienced and for that I'm eternally grateful...
But, the long droughts, leaving me with no escape,
the pain of feeling and not describing... unbearable.
If the gods should will it for me to come find my way back to you I'll welcome it quickly, but for now, the disappointment you've etched into my memory is not something I take kindly to.
Forget about the constant promises of refuge you promised me...
And don't even mention to creativity you've taught me.
Neglect to mention the things I carry within me that are because of you.
Give me some credit for taking you outside of the world you once knew, to show you things from my Simplistic, loving view.
Poetry.... I was just finally deciding to be done with you... but you came and pulled one of your regular stunts. provoking me to explore new puns on words, and igging me to put my fingers to the keypad and write you... the way I did with consistency once before...
I guess i'll never leave you.
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