So although I haven't been an avid fan lately, I want to take this time to say that those of you who deny Kobe's greatness are simply haters.
It's quite frustrating to hear how many people don't support this man.
Granted he's a pure asshole... and we could do without his arrogance,
The man's game is currently unmatched so who are you to deny him his hard earned fame???
Okay: that was just the precursor to the feelings that followed my watching Game 1... alone
Back in the day when I was a true Queens girl, my realest friends knew they couldn't hit me up during the playoffs or finals unless they were calling for me to open the door so we could watch the game together.
Being in Philadelphia, the only person who respects and appreciates my sports enthusiasm has recently removed himself from my life due the preconceived notion of obligation.
What he fails to realize is that his obligation or commitment isn't exactly what he's thinking.
Instead, he's setting himself up for quite the miserable future by stretching himself so far beyond reach for the happiness of others instead of his own and then others.
He believes that the measure of a man is not what he wants but rather what he has to do...
No one told him he has to do anything!
He made this shit up and it's completely blowing my mind that he would put himself through hell because he told himself to!
Ok... granted he has a son... that's definitely an obligation.. but forcing a relationship in which he can't communicate openly with his true homie (me) just to make some petty chick happy???? That's just beyond me.
So maybe I'm mad.. I haven't quite vented instead I've cried too many tears.
I was trying to avoid hating him because they wouldn't be genuine feelings, but I'm hating what he's made me become; a lovesick female ranting over shoulda-coulda-woulda's.
That's just not freaking me!
He used to read my blog... but now I'm pretty convinced he simply doesn't.
But, if by some miracle he does I will end with this:
I have only been 100% real with you and you took from me my ability to believe in logic.
I won't say I'm over love because I believe in the possibility that it entails, I simply can't fathom a life without you and me being happy all in one... The two just don't seem to coexist.
So, please... try and fix this.
p.s. Lake Show in 6?
It's quite frustrating to hear how many people don't support this man.
Granted he's a pure asshole... and we could do without his arrogance,
The man's game is currently unmatched so who are you to deny him his hard earned fame???
Okay: that was just the precursor to the feelings that followed my watching Game 1... alone
Back in the day when I was a true Queens girl, my realest friends knew they couldn't hit me up during the playoffs or finals unless they were calling for me to open the door so we could watch the game together.
Being in Philadelphia, the only person who respects and appreciates my sports enthusiasm has recently removed himself from my life due the preconceived notion of obligation.
What he fails to realize is that his obligation or commitment isn't exactly what he's thinking.
Instead, he's setting himself up for quite the miserable future by stretching himself so far beyond reach for the happiness of others instead of his own and then others.
He believes that the measure of a man is not what he wants but rather what he has to do...
No one told him he has to do anything!
He made this shit up and it's completely blowing my mind that he would put himself through hell because he told himself to!
Ok... granted he has a son... that's definitely an obligation.. but forcing a relationship in which he can't communicate openly with his true homie (me) just to make some petty chick happy???? That's just beyond me.
So maybe I'm mad.. I haven't quite vented instead I've cried too many tears.
I was trying to avoid hating him because they wouldn't be genuine feelings, but I'm hating what he's made me become; a lovesick female ranting over shoulda-coulda-woulda's.
That's just not freaking me!
He used to read my blog... but now I'm pretty convinced he simply doesn't.
But, if by some miracle he does I will end with this:
I have only been 100% real with you and you took from me my ability to believe in logic.
I won't say I'm over love because I believe in the possibility that it entails, I simply can't fathom a life without you and me being happy all in one... The two just don't seem to coexist.
So, please... try and fix this.
p.s. Lake Show in 6?
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