Fallen

It's unmatched the way your hand fits mine perfectly.
The rhythm of our breathing once we fall onto our backs, tired.
The look in our eyes each time we say "I love you" as if it were the first time.
Feelings so real and true that decided to transpire amidst our everyday lives.
I am stuck in a realm of confusion hating every bit of the illusion I can't help but hold onto.
Although my walk is one of confidence
And my smile assures the audience happiness is like second nature,
I'm hurting in a way that I could only express on paper.
Hurting because I fell victim to life's main drug the love drug itself.
Losing this constant battle between logic and my heart being me it's just not good for my health.
But, I'm fighting for what's right for me
You and me living one day happily.
Not torn but in perfect harmony...
I envisioned a life without you and realized I could not breathe.
For every single breath I take reminds me of how you hold a special part of me.
I love loving you despite it's 99.9 % of negative effects on me.
The .1% just gives me a future of positive effects to look forward to.